C. Eliott Friday (tymbomb) wrote,
C. Eliott Friday
tymbomb

sitting around

...just a second for a few observations....Im sitting in my old bedroom, the one I grew up in....since I was 12 years old....I came over here to feed my mothers cats and decided to take a few seconds....my old room (witch has now been converted into an office)....still has that "vibe" to it, god knows how many times I got laid in this room, how many bong hits were consumed, bedspins, my old KISS posters and crap...but the cool thing is behind the wall paper still is all the crazy doodeling that me and my freaky friends made with chalk....I wonder if this house is ever sold....the new owners comming in and tearing down the wallpaper and screaming outloud "MY GOD!!!!...Satan's child lived here!!!".....ha!!!, one thing that has not changed is the view out of my window....sure the trees are older and the grass is a tad darker, ...but the wonderful thing about growing up here was the fact that I could sit and stare out into the beautiful Virginia woods...deep dark woods...right now all the trees are bare and the forrest floor is carpeted with zillions of leaves...and the remnats of last weeks snow fall....the sun goes down like a huge basketball and has always filled this room with this weird redish tint....today is a windy one and it makes this crazy sound as it whips around the gutters, like a cross between a train and a bagpipe....I'm watching a big Black Crow trying to fly in this wind and it looks like it's been drinking....flying stupid and awkward...then again he is probibly looking in at me thru the window thinking to him/herself..."Gee, that stupid human in there is typing so slow...he's an asshole...and he can fly anywhere he wants....dick".....some of the best thought of mine....and the freakyist came to me while I was looking out this window...I always called it my "Power Window"....inspiration and such....wow!!!!sometimes it's just cool to go back in time in your mind pretend that everything is still ahead of you...memories come rushing up to meet me now...didnt think I would still be here at 36...but Iam.....HA!!!!, I've made it....wow!!!!...look at me, and comfortable sence of acomplishment just washed over me....I guess things did work themselfs out...somehow, someway....the clouds are moving faster now...the crow is finally resting on a branch...and I feel good.....!!!!yep...I guess things do work out...if you let 'em.......till then....
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